Nicole isn't here today at school so Ashley and I decided to look on our readers to catch up on whatever we have been missing out on. Mm pretty much. So as for boyfriends and whatnot, I'm not trying to get into any relationships here in the bay. I'm tired of dealing with all these "dilemmas", especially when someone says I'm too busy for them. Right now, I feel and I know that if I have my head on pace with everything around me, I'll be able to go far, not to mention, I've potentially ... got a lot going for me and no one is going to get in my way of being able to get on my jumpstart to success. Hah, though that sounds cheesy, it's true. People talk about me going off to SD or Sac as if its so far ... good. I'm glad its far, because honestly, I've dealt with so much SH*T in San Jose. I'm tired of everything over here. I'm glad that finally I'll have a gateway out. What sucks about all of this is, I'm not sure if I really want to go to a school far away, or I'm just using this college experience as an excuse for me to get away. As sad as that sounds, that kinda messes around in the back of my mind. My mistakes with my parents won't ever be fixed, it's been 3 years now. So college is my way out. Don't get me wrong, I really do want to go to school in San Diego or Sac because of the curriculum, but in some smaaaaall small smaall part of me kinda relies on college to just get me out of there. High school is truly the time I need to realize what I am, who I am, and what I'm about. Apparently, I've got it kinda figured out ... at least more than I had. And I'm excited to be able to branch out in a year.

DJJ. Its been waaaay too long.

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That's about it.