Nicole isn't here today at school so Ashley and I decided to look on our readers to catch up on whatever we have been missing out on. Mm pretty much. So as for boyfriends and whatnot, I'm not trying to get into any relationships here in the bay. I'm tired of dealing with all these "dilemmas", especially when someone says I'm too busy for them. Right now, I feel and I know that if I have my head on pace with everything around me, I'll be able to go far, not to mention, I've potentially ... got a lot going for me and no one is going to get in my way of being able to get on my jumpstart to success. Hah, though that sounds cheesy, it's true. People talk about me going off to SD or Sac as if its so far ... good. I'm glad its far, because honestly, I've dealt with so much SH*T in San Jose. I'm tired of everything over here. I'm glad that finally I'll have a gateway out. What sucks about all of this is, I'm not sure if I really want to go to a school far away, or I'm just using this college experience as an excuse for me to get away. As sad as that sounds, that kinda messes around in the back of my mind. My mistakes with my parents won't ever be fixed, it's been 3 years now. So college is my way out. Don't get me wrong, I really do want to go to school in San Diego or Sac because of the curriculum, but in some smaaaaall small smaall part of me kinda relies on college to just get me out of there. High school is truly the time I need to realize what I am, who I am, and what I'm about. Apparently, I've got it kinda figured out ... at least more than I had. And I'm excited to be able to branch out in a year.

DJJ. Its been waaaay too long.

College Apps

That's about it.

So lately nothing has really happened as far as colleges go. Like every other senior, I'm getting emails and mail from colleges and whatnot but whatever. As far as my web designing stuff goes, I kinda got a new job? Or I don't know yet, depending on how my banner turns out so of course I'm asking a ton of people, and they're pretty much questioning what I'm doing, not really aware that I'm not exactly lying about what I'm trying to get into right now. It's unbelievable but exciting at the same time so we'll see! [: Right now I'm just waiting for Bobby's response and just trying to mess around with Photoshop some more and see what I can learn in the next couple of days. Hah, well I have work later and I really don't want to go. Or I want to, but not closing shift. Maybe I should put in my 2 weeks? ... Maybe.

Freshman

So I was talking to a bunch of the 08 grads who are now in college. For the most part, people like it ... which kind of gets me excited. Talking to Ralph [my cousin] is interesting, especially since he gets to dorm. I finally figured out what really went down this weekend, truly from a witness. O__O That stuff is preeeetty intense, and I'm glad I left before anything could have possibly happened to me or Eunice's bf! Anyways, lately nothing has really happened. Today I took my first test pretty much ... Econ. It goes both ways, I can't tell if I did well or completely went on a different track. For the most part, I feel like I did well. I haven't really blogged in my xanga, which kinda makes me sad, but hopefully sometime I'll actually reformat that junk.

As far as college goes, I still REALLY want to get into SDSU. I am pretty confused about the whole application processing... aaaand yeah! CSUMentor confuses meeee! )=.

Family Business

Girlsgirlsgirls!

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I love my girls, [: Lately things have been pretty good with school and everything else. No one has really been much of a problem, which .. is Good! It was Sherry's birthday the other day, and we ate out. I felt bad cause she was crying over the whole 'last time' we'll be w each other for our birthdays. ... Mmm college life. Its so close yet sooo far away.

Sick

Today I'm not feeling well at all. My head hurts, there's some weird lump behind my ear that's been aching and my throat is getting all raspy. I want to go home but I can't because I'm really trying NOT to go home sick this year. I have P.E. next and I don't want to go, every single time my socks keep getting wet. Not shoes, socks. ]: After school, I need to get my oil changed on my car. Then work on kapa psi epsilon fliers, theeeeen go to work. I doubt I will be going to work but we'll see. Ugggh, another long day.

I want to be a physical therapist. So all my joint aching that I've been feeling lately can be eased by my own profession.

My Weekend

This weekend was very interesting. I thought a lot about where I really want to go. It started off on Thursday when we had our college meeting during mentoring since the seniors had to stay for an extra 30 minutes or so. It was interesting. The whole process of applying and what to do seems very stressful though, ): but hopefully my brother will be a cool enough brother to help me with it walking me through it step by step, as well as my cousins [: Mmm I'm excited. After all the hard-thinking, head-hurting anxiety that was thrown down on us, the girls and I went to Cluck UC's with a couple of the guys. Mmm it was interesting.

Mmm, other than that, I'm really hoping this college thing will fly by, the whole process and junk. I can't wait til that feeling of anticipation when awaiting college letters. Hopefully acceptance letters.

I was able to complete my senior service project (: Yaaaay me!

That was my weekend. Even though I forgot to elaborate on most of it.

Anyways, here's a link to something interesting in regards to this blog:
HEALTH TIPS.

STAY FIT. Be active, [:.

Random Video

Random. [: Thanks SHLEY.

Grandaddy that I never knew.

Or dentistry to follow my mom's dad's reign.

He Says

never cry infront of me

- that's what he said.

Training

Someday This is Me

Mmm, dream.

Colleges

So right now I'm supposed to be thinking about colleges, yet why do I feel like none of it matters? I really know I messed up my junior year, prime of all college admissions... seeing as though its our toughest year and they base partial if not most acceptance on the fact that your grades had to be just as good as the next girl, if not, better. I messed up, bad. I slacked off, and a lot of stuff happened to me that shouldn't have happened. I want to go back so I can actually focus. But, I guess this semester has got to be what will hopefully do just a little bit to redeem myself for next year.

College I'm really hoping to go to: San Diego State or Sacramento State.

HA. I wish.

Unfortunately not even my parents believe in me, nor do they want me to leave. Not cause they'll miss me, but because the double standard judgement is kept top-knotch in our family and of course, lucky me... I came out GIRL.