Colleges

So right now I'm supposed to be thinking about colleges, yet why do I feel like none of it matters? I really know I messed up my junior year, prime of all college admissions... seeing as though its our toughest year and they base partial if not most acceptance on the fact that your grades had to be just as good as the next girl, if not, better. I messed up, bad. I slacked off, and a lot of stuff happened to me that shouldn't have happened. I want to go back so I can actually focus. But, I guess this semester has got to be what will hopefully do just a little bit to redeem myself for next year.

College I'm really hoping to go to: San Diego State or Sacramento State.

HA. I wish.

Unfortunately not even my parents believe in me, nor do they want me to leave. Not cause they'll miss me, but because the double standard judgement is kept top-knotch in our family and of course, lucky me... I came out GIRL.